She used to take me to my cousin’s place
Way before the sun had come awake
Went to work, you had to make a way
Momma called, said she coming late
He had a tour of duty on a ship
Saw you off when I was just a kid
Crying as his daddy left the dock
Many months until we get to talk
I would struggle, troubled by the loneliness
Only child and cousins were too old for him
Played “pretend” but couldn’t fake the pain away
No amount of faith could make it fade away
Look at them I’m out of place with all my friends
Wanted to be close to mom and dad like them
But I’m home and I’m alone again
Hard to see the reason now when you don’t know the end
It hurts, but I know that you mean well
It’s easy to think of my own self
Nobody's home but I know that I'm not alone I know, I know sometimes
Absence means love
Philippines to the United States
Wouldn’t let the wind decide your fate
You gave it up and left it all behind
’Cause I know you had me on your mind
You came to give me things you wish you had And maybe bigger dreams you couldn’t grab You sacrificed your own so I could live in mine This is why ain’t you around at dinner time
Is it right to cry about your absence?
Now that your little boy is throwing tantrums? While I forget you bending over backwards
To give me everything I took for granted
We fail to see the bigger picture
I guess entitlement gives you a thinner “vision” You weren’t always there but now I’m seeing better You weren’t there because you love us all forever
It hurts, but I know that you mean well
It’s easy to think of my own self
Nobody's home but I know that I'm not alone I know, I know sometimes
Absence means love
And I want to give my kids the same
To chase their destiny: a gift to claim
I want my little boy to have it all
And teach him how to give it back to God
I want my little girl to see her worth
And never find it in another person
I hope they both will understand
When daddy goes away he does it all for them
It hurts, but I know that you mean well
It’s easy to think of my own self
Nobody's home but I know that I'm not alone I know, I know sometimes
Absence means love
To all the military kids and night shifters
To overseas workers and the business trippers
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